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Monday, March 23, 2009

Hiatus, almost over.

I was signing up for a bloggers party last week. When the organizer asked me for the URL to my blog, I got nervous. I thought — Will he decline my entry into the guest list when he sees I haven’t written anything in almost a month? Thankfully, that kind of exclusivity wasn’t part of the event.

I attended the party, which turned out to be hosted by Playboy Philippines (!), took shots — pictures and alcohol, ogled the “chicks” like one of the guys, got a bottle of tequila for pimping myself, and took home a copy of Playboy magazine. There was no doubt that I enjoyed the night… Even though I ended the night feeling a little more male than female. It was a little worrisome, what with the whole questioning-my-actual-gender  issue, but really, not a bad night at all.

I wanted the bunny ears but they wouldnt lend it to me. :(

I wanted the bunny ears but they wouldn't lend it to me. :(

I went home thinking that I don’t want to ever have to second-guess myself again. Not about my gender! I mean, my blogging skillz. I want to be able to tell someone I’m a writer and a blogger without having to follow that statement with a “but.”

I may not blog as much as I used to or as much as I want to, but the words are in my head. The problem is, they seem to be hell bent on staying there.

My life lately has been a whirlwind of everything. I’ve gone emo, I’ve gone rock and roll, hell, I’ve even gone a bit pop and R&B. Everything everyday was an anecdote in the making. It’s not for lack of material I can’t write, it’s for lack of… concentration. And fuckin’ inspiration.

I hate it when people write about writing. But here, that’s what I’m doing right now, in lieu of a legal contract. I’m putting it in black and white, folks — I will get back to regular blogging soon. 

One day, very soon, I say, I will welcome inspiration. And if it doesn’t come naturally, I will take it by the balls and drag it, screaming and flailing, and squeeze it back into my pen and paper.

Also, that bunny in the red suit was cute.

9 Comments »

  1. I kinda liked that girl in the black bunny suit more but to each his (or, in your case, her) own. it was great catching you guys there at last. ;)

    Comment by Jonas Diego — Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 7:18 pm | Reply

  2. OMG AN UPDATE!

    “Also, that bunny in the red suit was cute.” – I like the one in black better.

    Scarce well-written updates are way better than an update every other hour detailing how awesome the roast beef sammich is.

    Comment by Ade — Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 7:20 pm | Reply

  3. cool!!! the sexiest female of the night will blog again
    thanks for coming at the event :)
    hope to see you in future gimiks hhehhe

    Comment by popazrael — Monday, March 23, 2009 @ 10:08 pm | Reply

  4. Wow. Kina-career na ang blogging! ;)

    Comment by Clarence — Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 3:46 pm | Reply

  5. LOL! Nice to hear.

    Comment by treiz — Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 10:34 pm | Reply

  6. :) Finally a new entry!
    Hope to read more soon.

    Comment by xritsax — Saturday, March 28, 2009 @ 1:45 pm | Reply

  7. The one without the bunny ears is the cutest. :)

    (The one in black is a close second, though.)

    Comment by Ian — Monday, March 30, 2009 @ 4:19 am | Reply

  8. You look better than those bunnys

    Comment by Cesar Noel — Thursday, April 2, 2009 @ 3:36 pm | Reply

  9. Hey! Finally, an update! And a photo… with a cute girl in a bunny suit… and a very young-looking girl in a tuxedo type thing… at a Playboy party… hmmm. Anyhoo, it’s still an update. LOL

    And I’ve got a WordPress account na. I’m loving it here.

    Comment by esereth — Tuesday, April 7, 2009 @ 12:23 am | Reply


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